SORRYSORRY, by Super Junior is so damn catchy. ^^

aaaah, k-pop is the shit. it's so damn hard to find HK-pop now a days. god, i hope canto people aren't dying out. T^T
& g dragon is just getting more awesome, Heartbreaker & Breathe!

haa, also going to find more j-dramas & k-dramas. finally finished watching Hana Kimi. it's so sweet.

my holidays are pretty damn boring tbh. my cousins from China are here from Christmas til 2nd of January, sooo, at least i get to go the city with them . (: went to city on the 27th. it was heaps crowded, but all the designer shit was on sale. *_*
people had to queue to get into LV, Chanel, Gucci, Prada & Ck.
waaah, i saw a pair of Ck jeans for $90, but they didn't have my size. gaay. T^T
my uncle & auntie got me Gucci perfume. Gucci, Envy Me. ^^

i bet your holidays are more interesting than mine. haha, waiting for Kevjumba & Mychonny to release new videos. >.<

x

ayemee

"I miss you,
who left just before the sudden cold wind at the end of summer.

Even though the city has changed in colors and shape,
I stay the same as I was that day.

You’re probably looking at the sky as I’m now?
I don’t want to spend even a second
without you."
Tachitsukusu Kanata, Shirota Yuu



okay, my obsession with Hanasakari no Kimitachi e (Hana Kimi), has spawned latest obsession with the drop dead gorgeous actor, Shirota Yuu.

" Name: Shirota Yuu
Nicknames: Shiroro, Shiropon, Shirotan, Yuu-ani, U-kun
Blood Type: O
Family: mother (divorced), father (divorced), two older brothers, an older sister and a younger sister
High School: Horikoshi Academy
Close Friends: Tomohisa Yamashita, Jin Akanishi
Height: 185 cm
Weight: 74 kg
Dexterity: Left Handed
Hobbies: Song Writing, Song Composition, Karaoke, Watching funny TV shows
Special Skills: Spanish, Piano, Saxophone, Guitar
Favorite Sports: Soccer
Favorite Food: Chocolate, rice cookies
Place He'd Like to Go on Vacation: America "


alright, i'll admit it. i am fan girlishly obsessed with this guy.
i first saw him in Hana Kimi, as Kagurazaka, Sano's rival high jumper. The way he presented himself was amazing, though sadly, he was only a minor character.
Apparently his best work was in Prince Of Tennis, live, with him as Kunimitzu Tezuka. I have yet to watch PoT,
i want to finish watching/ rewatching Hana Kimi & find the Hana Kimi SP, before I watch PoT.

Shirota seems different from other japanese actors, possibly because he isn't compltely asian? U-kun is acctually half spanish & half japanese. thre just seems to be some strange appeal about him. he's super talented too. ^o^
he speaks, fluent japanese, spanish & english & is an actor, singer & model.
& super cute~ :D

Hehe, i plan to listen to his songs, when i get my router up & running.
& going to find out where to write him a fan letter.
i hope he has good english. >.<

that's all for now. :3

x

ayemee

"fuck you.

you, took what you wanted and left, like locusts.
everything i gave to you, everything that we've been through.
you bled me dry and then went, like leeches. go,
you got what you came for now leave, like vultures.

ripped apart in minutes, what was built in seven years.
the ink scarred on your back, may as as well of disappeared.
for as long as i remember you sold everything you owned,
but now you sold our friendship, you're on your fucking own.

sleep with one eye open
(because)
if i had it my way i'd slit your throat with the knife that you left in my back.
all this shame, all this guilt, all this regret, that's me,
i'm inside of you.
& this is your world, fucking falling apart mate, from the inside out.
everything will fall apart at your feet -
you've got hell to pay. & you better fucking bow down to me.
you better beg for mercy. get on your fucking knees, and cry me a fucking river.

best friends means forever, cunt."
sleep with one eye open, bring me the horizon


finally got; suicide season cut up. <3
& paramore; RIOT!
ilysfm oliiiiiii.

ATM;
major obsession with "Hanazakari no Kimitachi e /For You in Full Blossom".
best japanese drama foreveeeer lah~ <3
Nakatsu, Kagurazaka & Kayashima are mine.


x

ayemee

bahaha. best lunch ever. having a horribly dirty mind is not a terrible thing at all, it helps you look on the bright side of life.

jizz hand cream; inside joke.
white hand cream + dirty minds = retarded laughing spaz attacks. (:
i think only koray, jacob, alex, tyler & i would get it. <3
we have really dirty minds though.

also trying to decide what i want for xmas;
nike dunks, nike air forces? they're like $180-$240 though. o_o
or adidas js wings! js wings are $310.
or SUPRAS! fucking madd shoes.
currently in love with supra NS skytops, supra duct tape, supra NS. *_*
damn rich bitches. D:
i already have like.. 6 pairs of sneakers anyways.
let's count; :D
four pairs of converse, one pair of vans, one pair of nike dunks.
sif, my mother would let me get anymore shoes anyways.
looking forward to the holidays, 8 days! probably won't come on the last day, i mean who does?
& 17 days till xmass. (:
also my cousin from china is coming on xmas. ^^

x

ayemee

"Your luck will run out someday, Hatred to you is a proper act.
Washed away faults & expressionless & powerless.
Even if time is longing for oblivion, I won't forget.
You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live.
Fuck off."
- LEECH, The GazettE.




"Before I Decay..

Please abandon your instincts,
I was stuck in a loop of a vicious circle.
It was a mistake to have entrusted you.
It was a mistake.."
-BEFORE I DECAY, The GazettE



to say that ruki, the lead vocalist & songwriter for The GazettE, is a genius, would be an understatement. he is more than a genius, his songs are simply too amazing for words. i cannot imagine the time & effort he has put into writing the lyrics & being able to create a song from those words. also the unique sound & originality of their songs, it's honestly not hard to believe that they are one of the most admired visual kei bands in japan.

wendy, i'm stealing ruki from you. ^^

gazerock isn't dead ! <3

x

ayemee

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